Meeting a guy tomorrow.

Blocked my ex on Facebook after yet another text saying 'we need sex x'. What a charmer.

Nothing else to say, really.

So my ex popped up on Facebook saying his parents have gone away for a few weeks, and do I want to come over.

I said I'd be his friend, but not friends with benefits.

He said I always did this, I always changed my mind, but he always got what he wanted in the end, and that I'd end up having sex with him.
He asked if I'd slept with anyone else yet and he was so patronising, saying that I should, that it's all part of life.

What made him a fucking expert?

As far as I know, he's only had sex with me.

In truth, he's probably slept with many girls since we broke up, I just couldn't stomach asking him.

The thing that got me the most was that he's right.

He's always manipulated me to get whatever he wants.

I always give in to him.

FUCK IT.

I deserve better than somebody who only wants me for sex when it's convenient.

If he loves me, he'll have to learn that what he has to offer me isn't good enough anymore.

Just like I did.

A month today since the split.

Mixed feelings.

This guy likes me, but he's too keen. Texting constantly. Puts me off.

Hungover today!

Crazy house party last night.

So much to do.